I can’t stand being too far away
From you and all you
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My mind and heart are in a three-legged race
Rooting for the heart because the mind won’t give me what’s not good
I rather feel good for a second than think about how it feels without you
But the thought of being briefly ecstatic makes me crave
A happiness that you can’t guarantee
The brain trips up the heart in a split second of doubt
Judgement no longer clouded
Life without you is possible
Life with you is a slow death
Living for a brighter future
Or at least that’s what I tell myself
Erasing everything that makes me weak
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You say I’m crazy, cause you don’t think I know what you’ve done
But when you call me ‘baby,’ I know I’m not the only one. – “I’m Not The Only One” Sam Smith