Starting a new chapter

Turning a page

No more scared and lonely

Fuck the feelings that tumble pass

Emotion can’t live outside of here

Words flowing through this pen is all the care I have

No more worrying and wondering

More action and adventures

Fuck the people who tried to stuff me into the “NORMAL” box

What the hell is normal anyway?

Who decides that my state of mind is unacceptable

The hurt and pain of being open and feeling

That’s normal?

Desperation, anger, and sensitivity. That’s normal.

But unwinding my thoughts and tossing them on paper…

Interacting in my dream world…

Not being girly and dainty and a delicate flower…

Abnormal.

Well, the pen is mightier than the sword for a reason.

Physical wounds may heal…But mental ones may never fade

Inflicting normalcy is a mental wound many never recover from.

But I did.

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She wasn’t doing a thing that I could see, except standing there leaning on the balcony railing, holding the universe together.

– J. D. Salinger