I say that I’m falling
But where am I going
The L word is too big an emotion
The way that I’m feeling
Can’t really explain it
Don’t want to sound so melodramatic
But this nonchalance has gotten me nowhere
The way that you hold me
Makes me feel special
We never discussed this
But the spell I am under is making me anxious
Every lucid moment is filled with desire
Breathing was once a normal activity and now without us
The air became stagnate
We were never together
But now we are separate
The feeling of loneliness stems from departure
What we once almost had I destroyed in a blink
One agonizing text with a two word reply
Solidifying how much care was in our lopsided meetings
Turning daydreams back into hopes that will never come true
My feelings are real but yours
We’re imagined by a hapless woman who wished you L’d her
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8-12-15