I followed my heart right down the rabbit hole
Down into the black abyss, that is your love
Tears ducts bone dry
No emotion
No cry
Emptiness is a feeling I know all to well
I thought it was my… our… my time
Guess I invented that
Visions of love dance before me
Making a mockery of the red dust, formerly known as my heart
Laughing at my pain
Screaming at my stupidity
Once again letting go
Trusting everyone
Poisoning my well
Naïveté looks good on me apparently
Scoffing at lovebirds
Envying the connection
The bond that is broken within me
I’m fragile
My psyche’s a mess
I just wanted someone to love me
The way I did you
11-19-15