Worlds apart

The process of me missing you


The avoidance

The denial

The refusal


If I don’t think

Life won’t sink

Hopes still soar


Dreams don’t crack

My smile never slips

My heart is whole


The facade

The facade

Let’s play pretend



Exert false happiness

With false sincerity


Then maybe I won’t want you near


When my mask finally slips

The tears base jump

Life hurts


Water soaked pillow

Life gets harder

Lying to myself no longer works


Open up

Let in



Feeling things

Can’t cope

It’s broken


Cracked in 3’s

While I’m on my knees

Praying please


Don’t let another one leave

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