The process of me missing you
The avoidance
The denial
The refusal
If I don’t think
Life won’t sink
Hopes still soar
Dreams don’t crack
My smile never slips
My heart is whole
The facade
The facade
Let’s play pretend
Happiness…
Exert false happiness
With false sincerity
Then maybe I won’t want you near
When my mask finally slips
The tears base jump
Life hurts
Water soaked pillow
Life gets harder
Lying to myself no longer works
Open up
Let in
Feelings
Feeling things
Can’t cope
It’s broken
Cracked in 3’s
While I’m on my knees
Praying please
Don’t let another one leave
