Looking for love in all the wrong places
Cut out my heart
Lock it away
You touch my soul
Coax my broken spirit
Make me want to open up
Mistakes
Mistakes
You drive me to drink
Ups
Downs
Never trusting
The vault door was adjacent
But before it was too late
I recognized you for the thief you were
But…
You are Still you
And I am still your Fool
Breaking all my rules
To safe guard my heart
But around you…around anyone
I throw it
Just wanting someone to catch it
Someone to just hold it and cherish
I’ve held on
But…
It’s lonely
It’s empty
It’s tiring
Emptiness that I taught myself to cope with
Antisocial, only because I’m scared
My heart scars haven’t healed enough
I may never be whole
But even if I was
Who are you to waste my time
Who are you to say your mine
Then erase…
Erase the past
Eradicate our present
And decimate our future
Who are you to tell me that Love
Love…
Won’t come for me
Won’t it come for me?