Where have you been?
Never mind
The truth always hurts
You can’t even lie to me anymore
(It never stops you though)
I see through everything you say
Why do you dare…
Hurt me so bad
Does it even matter to you anymore?
I ask myself why I care
But the answer is never clear
I can’t see pass this
I fall down and you’re nowhere
I call out
Why can’t I see
Everything with you is selfish
I never want to let this go
Though you hurt me
Though you lie
Look me in the eyes and have no remorse
But I still open my arms
My heart
Lean on your shoulder
But it’s a fable
Nothing about this is true
You say the right things
You get what you want
Then you’re a shadow
When success hits you’ll be in my corner
You’ll always say how you believed
And, bless my soul, I’ll wish it was true
I’ll have a little part of me silently happy
That you showed your face
But the smarter half of me will be hurt
You never were there for me
You were there for what I could do for you
What I meant to you…
I’m not sure
But it was not enough
It will never be enough
Because your love is untrue
And this I always knew
That you’d break my heart
Shatter it
Suck up all the pieces
Scatter it on the wind
Never the same again
Maybe you meant it
Maybe you didn’t
It doesn’t change the fact
That my tears lodge in my throat
I can’t catch my breath
I think about what you never gave me
About how much I just needed you
The things you did give
(Materialistically)
I never wanted
I just wanted you
(Time)
(Love)
(Understanding)
But that wasn’t what you…
You weren’t capable
To fill my needs
You don’t know me
You don’t understand why
It hurts to even think of you
You can’t comprehend why
I just don’t let go
This is..
was…
is…
My whole life
You were half me
You made an imprint
There is a hole
But I have to move on
I have to put myself back together
Because you will never get
Me