Time for an early morning rant. It is currently 7:56 AM here in Texas and I am blasting empowering, sort of, music. It's actually a break-up song but it's one that's not sad at all. No, I'm not going through a break-up but this song just made me think of all the bullshit relationships and … Continue reading Rambling Rants
Category: Diaries
Just One Day at a Time
Things aren't always black and white Life is filled with shades of grey At least that's what I like to believe I believe that chances should be given But at what cost How many times do I extend my hand Just to have it slapped away To always be the unlucky one You dust yourself … Continue reading Just One Day at a Time
Dating 2017
High enough to remember Not so quite intoxicatingly forgetfulYetHeavy heartFull of loveThat never goes anywhere Shove it back downToss it to the sideRegurgitate the same old sentiments It’s never enough forMeAll I do is acceptSettling for LessNot quite what I deserve No where near what I plannedWhy you gotta hurt me that wayFrustrated with myselfAngry … Continue reading Dating 2017
Mirror Image
A story of mother to daughter
She
She knows Hears the whispers But she ignores them She used to rely on her gut Sage wisdom was all She got When did I she become a Stereotype? When did caring become Gullible When did trust turn into Naïvety What changed? It feel the same The topsy turvy ride We aren't we My life, her life … Continue reading She
Unequivocally
When I look in the mirror I see you I wonder did you see me too This light of mine The rays of your love shine on me Through the bad times When the road is all downhill Nothing is right Left is always where I end up Emptiness is not the goal But the … Continue reading Unequivocally
Falling Up
Is it weird to say I've always wanted to be one of those people who fail upwardly? Yes, hard work and struggle builds character, but I' kinda tired of it. I mean how much character does one actually need? I know nothing in life is easy, but that's what the hard-working people tell you. What … Continue reading Falling Up
Dereliction {II}
Sisyphean progress Falsely starting Never accessing the truth Odd man out Odd man out Pain and suffering Never the victor Always the chump Why do you excel without me? Yearning for you Duping myself Putting myself in a box Shipping it to you But no ones home No one is ever home You're never... I'm … Continue reading Dereliction {II}
Dereliction {I}
Where have you been? Never mind The truth always hurts You can't even lie to me anymore (It never stops you though) I see through everything you say Why do you dare... Hurt me so bad Does it even matter to you anymore? I ask myself why I care But the answer is never clear … Continue reading Dereliction {I}
Over and Over Again
Starting over is hard, especially each time you do it. I have been trying to get back here. I've been clawing my way back to this and to all things I love. Everything I used to do religiously have slowly fallen away until I was left with nothing left of my previous life. Sure you … Continue reading Over and Over Again
