The Martian by: Andy Weir G: Sci-fi/Space/Thrillers/Adventure/Humor Start:06-09-19 Finish:06-21-19 Goodreads Reading Challenge(2019): 53 out of 75 Reading Shelves: Yearly TBR Challenge/ Personal TBR *QUICK REVIEW NOTE 📝 * I will be adding this new section “Reading Shelves” so you guys can see how I classify my books. I’ll have a different couple of classifications: Yearly … Continue reading One is the loneliest number
Tag: cynical thoughts
The Girl who Defies All Odds
The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest (Millennium #3) by:Â Stieg Larsson G: Nordic Noir Start:18.July.2018 Finish:5.September.2018 Goodreads Reading Challenge: 39 out of 50 POPSUGAR Reading Challenge: Nordic Noir I always loved the Millennium series. I never thought I'd be into Nordic Nordic but three books later here I am. Larsson always crafts a fascinatingly satirical … Continue reading The Girl who Defies All Odds
Dating 2017
High enough to remember Not so quite intoxicatingly forgetfulYetHeavy heartFull of loveThat never goes anywhere Shove it back downToss it to the sideRegurgitate the same old sentiments It’s never enough forMeAll I do is acceptSettling for LessNot quite what I deserve No where near what I plannedWhy you gotta hurt me that wayFrustrated with myselfAngry … Continue reading Dating 2017
A world on Fire
Night Day Darkness swallows Light Exposes Truth... Honesty Morality The world lack compassion Turn on the TV Sob for humanity Nothing changes war wages Never know what we're fighting for Oil? Diamonds? For Power? Power hungry We slay our brothers and sisters For "resources' We blame them No respect No apologies Deny, Deny, Deny, Rip us … Continue reading A world on Fire
Everyone was once a ‘Nobody’
So, about two weeks ago I had a pretty big writing melt down. I wanted to give it all up because it filled me with so much fear and anxiety, or so I thought. I like to take on a lot. It's just a personality trait I've always had. I work hard, and when the … Continue reading Everyone was once a ‘Nobody’
Cynically Alone Saga II
I was late But so were you Minutes apart Worlds Never intercepting Chances Cannot be taken Me After You You Always Far ahead Tear stained Everything Milk continuously Spilt Us We aren't Together Separation Heart grows Ending in Cracks Us Nevermore Not ever We aren't 'we' Love within You Won't Claim 1.8.16
Cynically Alone Saga I
Abandoned Alone Emptiness grows Opened Carefree Ruined me Staying Unplanned Never Knowing Truth Feelings Falsifies Reality We can't Never-ending Up Soaring Down Cruising Falling through Time Life Doors Hanging off Windows Melted shut The same Isn't real Goodbye Hello 1.7.16
Dead End/One Way Street
You hung the moon You hung the moon Why do you make me believe that... You hung the moon You catch me a star Grant me one wish "Give me you," is all I said Literally. Wishing should come with rules never assume My wish for you was fulfilled Once. I never … Continue reading Dead End/One Way Street
Backfired
Seven times Eight tries Nine lives One lie Truths and consequences Despair and loneliness Four attempts No success Closed shutters Open minds Guarded hearts Fresh tears Solo adventures Nothingness sets in One lie changed the course Blew up the future Fired the past Bleached out the present Life never the same 9/3/15
Half-Crazy
The right thing isn't always right I let you fall I released my heart Opened my soul The gaping black hole At least that's what it feels like Did I even try? I thought I did But... Was everything in my mind The connection The feelings The attempt Maybe it was all a dream a … Continue reading Half-Crazy