High enough to remember Not so quite intoxicatingly forgetfulYetHeavy heartFull of loveThat never goes anywhere Shove it back downToss it to the sideRegurgitate the same old sentiments It’s never enough forMeAll I do is acceptSettling for LessNot quite what I deserve No where near what I plannedWhy you gotta hurt me that wayFrustrated with myselfAngry … Continue reading Dating 2017
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Anxiety 2.5
Falling down Slipping in Quicksand taking hold Unending blackness Eternal night No end in sight Joy a foreign concept Freedom to choose But all the choices lead here Every turn is circular No up, no out The opaqueness is blinding The silence is deafening Never felt so alone As I wander I pray Mumbling words … Continue reading Anxiety 2.5
Brother Dear
It breaks my heart that he can't see his worth. That he puts himself through this time and time again. He thinks he deserves this pain and he doesn't. He deserves love and to be treated well. He would literally give her his last breath and she would just sit back and watch. My … Continue reading Brother Dear
Dead End/One Way Street
You hung the moon You hung the moon Why do you make me believe that... You hung the moon You catch me a star Grant me one wish "Give me you," is all I said Literally. Wishing should come with rules never assume My wish for you was fulfilled Once. I never … Continue reading Dead End/One Way Street
Almost
Loving from a distance Never approaching Leaping out before take off Never opening that can of worms Lonely but not... Waiting but not. Accepting it's not our time Closing the book before the end Never wanting to see it Rewinding and replaying all our moments, memories, and almosts Almost loving you Almost telling you Almost losing … Continue reading Almost
Fantasy Death
Sadly, there's no me without you Not a single flower will bloom. Lost in the past Moving too fast. An imperfect match But I still unlock the latch. Too short and too long Life spent among the throng. No options give me you So, what am I supposed to do? Stuck on the idea of … Continue reading Fantasy Death
Oops🙊
So, I just realized I posted my last poem before. So, since it's been already in my blog I will post one that hasn't been read yet because it's brand new. I wrote it three days ago so no one has seen it except me. Next time I'll double check before I post the same … Continue reading Oops🙊
